why do I feel this way for you?
why do I always care
when for you it means nothing?
why do I always think of you?
you don't even know.
evertime you're there,
my hand always trembles.
every moment you speak,
every moment you laugh,
makes my heart smile.
confusion fills my mind.
I'm tired of pretending,
I'm tired of hiding my feelings.
how will you know if evertime
you talked to me words blow off easily
I'm afraid to tell you everthing
for fear always covers me.
why can't I tell my feelings for you?
when I have a lot of time to explain.
maybe I can't handle rejection.
or perhaps, I don't want to suffer
pain and sadness.
silly me! strange thoughts comes
in my mind everytime I decided
to tell you the truth.
but now there's one thing
I'm certain about..
I LOVE YOU!
and I should tell you right now.